A Day without Laughter is a Day Wasted. :)

Hello! :)

Here are My Photoblogs Again :)

Lazy-Me!

When you're young, you should live out everyday.Even if you look like a scarecrow, you just gotta go!=) 

Tagaytay Weekend Getaway with My Roommates/Sisssyyy :) 

Just for One Day *March 16, 2013 :)

Breakfast@leslie's :)

@Cliffhouse :)

@Starbucks.

Back to Cliff house again for Lunch :)

@Picnic Grove :) after lunch

#To spice up our Day! :)

-My New Pet! :D hehe

Family Outing :) March 27, 2013 :)

Late Update:

March 19-22 2013

After duty umuwi ako sa bahay naming sa Rizal =) pina-uwi din kasi ko ng parents ko. Miss na daw kasi nila yung napaka-bait @ napaka-cute nilang Anak! Hahaha! Char! ^_^ Anyway, napaka-sedentay ng buhay ko talaga kapag nasa bahay, like Online maghapon, kain lang ang break time. @kapag nagalit na sila Nanay maglilinis lang kunwari muna ng bahay at kwarto. Tapos online na ulit haha =D yan ang routine ko, kapag nasa bahay ako, sa gabi full time downloading, watching, @chatting with friends =)madalas ko lang naman ka-chat sila charm at si Nieco. Tapos nung 20, magkachat lang kami maghapon ni Nieco pero on/off din, wala lang tamang kwentuhan lang, tapos nagpasama ko sa kanya mag-jog ng umaga, so ang usapan namin magkikita kami ng 5am ng Thursday sa labas ng Subdivision namin, eh mga 2am gising pa ko @nanunuod ng movie, mga 3am na ko natulog, nag-alarm ako ng 5am pero di ako nagising agad. Mga 515am nagising ako nagbihis @nag-isip-isip muna kung pupunta ba ko, baka kasi di naman dumating si Nieco. Mga 530am nakabihis na ko, humiga ko ulit sa sobrang antok tapos I texted him, sabi niya “nandito na ko sa bahay, mag-iisang oras na kong naghihintay sayo sa gate ng Eastwood” pagkabasa ko ng reply niya nagising agad yung diwa ko, OMG! As in Ermagherrrrdddd! O_O whaaaaaaa I’m so sama! Huhu nahiya talaga ko sa kanya, kaya super nag-sorry ko, tapos kunwari naka-alis na ko sa bahay naming nun, pero yung totoo naka-higa pa ko nun, PERO! Nakabihis na ko @naka-running shoes na ko. whaaaaa =( I’m so bad.. sabi niya “sabi mo kasi, 5am kaya 440am nandun na ko” sobrang guilty talaga ko, oo nga, sinabihan ko kasi siya na kapag ininjan niya ko di ko na siya papansinin forever! Pero ako naman yung hindi sumipot. =( sorry talaga Nieco, sabi pa niya “sa totoo lang kasi, gusto din kitang makita..” awwww.. mas nakonsensya tuloy ako, kasi effort din yun + madaling araw pa yun.. haay  after nun nakatulog na ko habang ka-text siya, pag-gising ko kinwento ko kila Nanay yung nangyari @napag-sabihan pa ko, kasi nga mali yung ginawa ko. Alam ko naman yun, pero kasi.. oo na, can’t reason out na It’s my fault. Ayun tampo-tampo ang peg niya. Mega sorry naman ako, pero nung gabi nagka-chat kami, sabi niya pakinggan ko daw yung kanta ng sponge cola kanta niya daw saken yun “kay tagal kitang hinintay” haha OO na! Guilty as charged. So after nun medyo cold na siya pero di daw siya galit, tampong-bata.  Pero sa totoo lang na-guilty talaga ko sa ginawa ko. Anyway lilipas din yun.. I hope. Hehe ayun kung nag-iisip kayo kung ano si Nieco sa akin? Hmmm… dati ko siyang gusto.. as in gustong gusto. Pero iba na kasi ngayon.. ewan ko lang, siguro may konti pa din, pero hindi ako mag-e-effort for him. And if ever na gusto niya din ako, keribels lang, sakto lang. Were like M.U din kasi dati, hindi lang talaga nabigyan ng chance, kasi hindi naman niya masabi saken na gusto niya ko, puro lang paramdam, ayoko naman mag-assume dati na kahit sinasabi nan g mga kaibigan niya na gusto niya ko, di ako naniniwala unless siya ang mag-sabi saken kaya lang, sobrang tagal di ko na nahintay din kasi nag-dorm na ko.. ewan ko lang ngayon, di din ako nag a-assume na maglalakas na siya ng loob, kasi di ko naman alam kung gusto niya ko, bahala whatever happens happened =)

March 27, 2013

I was supposed to go home after dinner with my colleagues kaya lang late na natapos yung dinner namin + madami din nag-uuwian kaya malaki ang chance na matagalan ako makasakay ng fx pauwi samen, kaya nag-sleepover muna ko sa bahay ng kaibigan ko sa Cubao. Gumising na lang ako ng 7am para maka-uwi ng maaga kasi may family outing kami =)

March 28, 2013 (Thursday)

After a week, nagkita din kami ni Nieco sa kapilya after pagsamba. Sumama kasi ko kila Nanay pumunta sa Main Kapilya namin, haha =D Nung una nga nagtatago pa ko, kasi nga may kasalanan ako sa kanya, kaya lang tinawag naman ako nung friend namin kaya nakita niya din ako, ayun niloloko niya ko, na kesyu ang tagal ko daw siyang pinaghintay.. na may pa-deadma deadma forever pa daw ako kapag di niya ko sinipot. Eh ako yung hindi dumating. Whaaaaaa mas mahirap magdahilan ng harapan haha kaya ang nagawa ko na lang ay Ngumiti/Tumawa hehe habang nagk-kwentuhan kami, sumilip yung tatay ko samen, @cue yun para sabihin na uuwi na kami. kaya nagb-bye na ko sa kanya, niyaya ko siyang sumabay na siya samen pauwi, pero ayaw niya. Nasa passenger seat kasi ko, tapos sinabihan ko yung tatay ko na yayain na niya si Nieco na sumabay samen, so pagdaan naming kay Nieco, sabi ni Tatay Nieco, sabay ka na samen” mega tanggi naman siya, kasi nahihiya siya, aba! Yung tatay ko biglang sinabi “Nahiya ka pa, sabay ka na” while smiling naman, kaya lang nakakahiya kaya!!! Sabi ko “ano ba yan Pa!” at ito ang hindi ko kinaya na sinabi ng tatay ko “sabay ka na daw sabi ni Meshel!” What the F!!! haha like ermahgherrd!! Shoot! Tapos ayun nagtawanan na lang kami, natawa na lang din si Nieco! Anyway, that night nagka-chat din kami, ang baliw di pa sumabay eh, pag-alis namin umuwi na din siya. Nahihiya daw kasi talaga siya. Ano bang status namin ni Nieco? FRIENDS kami =)

Then si Jerwin, biglang nangamusta, hmmmm… bakit kaya? And he asked me out. Dahil madali lang akong kausap @wala naman masama, sabi ko, sure next time. Check ko lang sched. Ko =) @ang plano namin ay mag-wall climbing! =) tinanong nya kasi ko kung ano gusto kong gawin eh. Haha total bet na bet ko mag wall climbing kaya yun na lang. basta text ko lang daw siya.. hmm, ako talaga? Ayoko nga, pag nagtanong na lang siya ulit. Baka isipin pa niya I’m so eager to go out with him. Haha EGOOOO ^_^

 Btw, nag send ng IM si Kevin actually, ngayon masasabi ko n naka-moved na ko, hindi dahil may bago na kong boylet, actually wala naman, puro mga multo lang naman sila. Ayun I chose to be better not bitter, tulad na lang nung mga ginawa ko dati para maka-move on, madali lang naman ang buhay, ayoko ng pahirapin @magpakalugmok sa kalungkutan. Ang saya kaya maging Masaya! =) hehe

 Tapos si Alvin, na friend ni Mike consistent pa din sa pambobola.

@yung guy na matagal ko na talagang crush deadma galore na (si Marc). whaaaa! Well that’s life.

P.S

No More Dramas,

I chose to live an Awesome Life! =)

Life is too short to keep on weeping. *so keep Calm and SMILE :)

Photo blog (lazy-mode):

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P.S

Thank you so much Ate Dhiiieeee! :)

sa mga advice mo pati na din sa mga nag-give love saken hehe :) wish I could give you my super duper *power hugs! :) hehe

@sa mga kaibigan kong baliw tulad ko ^_^ I love you all! :)

Update:

Pagdating na pagdating ko sa bahay namin, ibinalita agad sa akin ng nanay at tatay ko na galing daw si Nikko byronne sa bahay namin, sayang daw wala ako, at break na daw sila nung girlfriend nya, deadma lang ako, pero natawa ko sa sinabi ko. "oh talaga? san na si Nikko, sabi ko na nga ba eh, kami talaga para sa isa't isa eh, sabihin nyo yan pag bumalik siya dito" yung nanay at tatay ko ngangeicious! hahah tawa ng tawa!!! :D ako din natawa eh. tapos biglang sinabi puntahan daw namin sa shop nila, na-windang ako! kaya nag-joke na lang ako, sabi ko "wag muna, kasi wala kong dalang gown" hahaha, actually si Nikko, close friend ng kuya ko yun, at close din kami. May tawagan pa nga kami dati-hanggang ngayon "Honey". Kahit nandyan sila Nanay tinatawag niya kong honey, haha pero wala lang samen pareho yun ^_^ pero aminin kinikilig ako dati haha kasi crush ko siya long-time ago. pero waley di kami talo! hinding hindi ko makakalimutan, dati, gabi na ko naka-uwi kasi galing ako sa review ko for NLE. tapos pagpasok na pagkapasok ko sa loob ng bahay namin bigla ba namang sinabi ni Nikko "Bakit ngayon ka lang?, uwi ba yan ng matinong asawa ha?, kanina pa ko naghihintay dito. san ka galing honey?" at take note: Nandun sila Nanay pati sila Kuya. hahaha tawa lang kami ng tawa nun at ako naman nag-explain sa kanya LOL :)) 

Anyway, di pa kami nagkikita ngayon.. sa fb lang kamustahan..sa graduation nila Myra makikita ko siya! :) at paghahandaan ko yun! :D charot! sabi nga ni Kuya ibubugaw na lang daw niya ko kay Nikko.. pero medyo malabo din, kasi naman noh! Ang gwapo kaya ni Nikko! tapos ang gaganda pa ng mga nagiging girlfriend nya..waley ako panaman sa kanila..maliban sa cute ako, eh maganda sila hahahah :D sorry naman..nagbubuhat lang ng sariling bangko :p

hmmm.. ano pa ba, si Nieco, na ka-choir ko dati, pareho kaming BH ngayon lol :D kaya sa chat wala kaming ibang pinag-usapan kundi ang pagiging sablay namin.. nakakatuwa nga eh..kasi kahit na hindi din kami naging couple. alam niyo na yung laging nangyayari na, andun na tapos nawala haha ayun okay pa din kami as friends :) yup, yup, si Nieco.. hmmm.. Ang kauna-unahang nakapunta sa bahay namin with matching Dinner pa, at close nya din mga kapatid ko mahilig kasi sila sa play station back in 2010 pa.. anyway, basta were friends :) and he's my Alipin, at Master niya ko.  since 2010. pero mind you, walang something samen, though akala ng iba meron. 

lastly, masaya ko kasi.. konti na lang, mawawala na siya sa system ko. :) 

Everythings Okay

I’m still trying to be okay now. =) doing my usual thing, my routine before I met him.

I hang out with my friends more often, doing our usual thing, going to the mall make fun with each other, making scene on the crowd like a child, doing crazy things! Haha just last week I went to visit my friend working at fitness first, I am not actually a member yet but looking forward to be a member, maybe one of these days. I’m still thinking, so far I enjoy going there as a guest haha *abusive* hmmm..  I really luuuurrveeee   sauna and steam bath after working out, it’s so refreshing! =)  oh!  Their coffee too! The facilities and the staffs are great as well! Excellent service!  =) then after our workout we went to market-market and check on some trekking shoes at Olympic village because I’m into Mountain climbing now, and as I was checking on some stuffs, Karen came in to me and punched me using a cute-pink boxing gloves! Yes, real gloves it doesn’t really hurt that bad but of course, I didn’t let it pass I punched her too with my fist! Then walked on a fast pace inside the store unfortunately she caught me and did the same. She walked out of the store really fast, I followed her still trying to act normal, just smiling at those dumbfounded staffs in the store, and once I’m out of the store I chased her all the way to the escalator and finally caught her Haha she actually fell down in front of the cinema, so I took advantage of it, put all my weight on her and started punching her so lightly haha we were both laughing so hard that we even forgot were on a public place! Good thing, it’s almost closing time. When we get back to earth I scanned the crowd and was quite embarrassed because they’re all staring at us, it’s as if were some kind of psycho =)) it was actually extremely Fun! hahaha after that we decided to stay at Seattle’s best and wait for Dennis, we were still catching our breath as we arrived there, and while waiting, we saw this two “pepper-guy” dating, to kill time, we dubbed their conversation based on their expressions and gestures.  We were laughing like crazy, There were times wherein they would glance at our table and we’ll just smile at them hahaha  =)) Adik lang diba! :D  It was Fun crazy-night! =)

Just recently I engaged myself more in physical activities like running and working out after duty. If I’m lucky I sometimes run with my roommate Camil/Colleagues, but most of the time I run alone, btw I am happy because I can do curl ups/advanced sit ups correctly. Without stressing my nape lol haha

Hmmm  I actually have a goal before summer! And that is to be lean and fit! =) I can do it haha I hope ^_^ I’m preparing now kasi for my very first hiking! Wheeeeeeeeee I am not excited! I swear, I am not, really, I’m not! Haha don’t wanna get too excited but I can’t help it! I really want to climb the Mt. Pulag! Oh please! Sana matuloy, It’s a once in a lifetime opportunity. I don’t care if my skin will get darker and my glutathione intake will , that eeekkyy-sticky feeling after a long walk, climb and won’t be able to take a bath for 3 days? It’s fine with me . The hell I care, I’ll sacrifice all those comfy-things just to see “The Sea of clouds”. It was actually my secret dream to climb a mountain and see those, breath taking sceneries from above and because Nature never really fails to amaze me.

And just  One day, I would love to sit under the tree, breathe in some fresh air, embraced the cold breeze with my iPod on, piece of paper, a pen beside my boyfriend (unknown yet)

Yes, I’m still hoping that he’s definitely on his way now to finally meet me, and that’s called Empowering belief! ^_^

Please Slow Down, Check point:

 Hey! Have you seen him? Who? Of course, my future boyfriend! Haha or if in any case you see him or  you bumped into him, please tell him, I’m just here. Patiently waiting for his arrival, but please do tell him that “don’t make me wait too long” because somebody else might come and abduct me  or fool me again.  I’m tired of taking risks/chances with Uncertainty! I’m scared! So please, hurry up and tell him, okay? hehe

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 And lastly I still think of him randomly? Alright not randomly the right word is all the time *sigh*can somebody please help me, I am actually trying my best not to think of him lately, I even changed my diary now. Because whenever I try to write something on it, I always end up, reading those Happy Days I had with him and it makes me really sad. There were actually incomplete entries there, because I was too happy and lazy to write back then. I actually regret not filling in those pages, because I have to look back on what happened that day. Oh well #throwback. Someday I’ll complete it if I still remember what happened.  Oh talk about burying memories that once made you happy, but causes you pain now. =( haaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyy!

Journey Notebook.. .

You Can't start the Next Chapter of your LIFE.

If you keep re-reading the Last one.

Every night I think of him, wondering what made him change his mind. What went wrong? Why does he have to make me happy and feel special, if he would just leave me I really hate him for that, but I hate myself more for letting him IN my life for that short period of time. 

“I fall too fast, crash too hard, forgive too easily, and care too much.”

                            

 He’s the best thing I never I had. 

This song, is really perfect of what I am feeling right now...

What If..